ceh?

going bran's house to study overnight. it's my last chance to fully catch up and IF i succeed i will emerge tomorrow as a slightly more academically-able person.

IF not, i don't have to buy notes for next year.

promote or die

had canoeing team bbq on friday at shaun's, had a great time though didn't get to eat much. as with all poolside bbqs, i expected to end up in the pool sooner or later so i went with the flow of things, helping others get in there first and then changing to my shorts while they were still wading around the pool, then went to play pool (the ball game)with the still dry people. one by one my opponents got dragged into the shadowy depths until finally vendetta was done on me.
there was a cool video presentation and award giving ceremony for the seniors, really nice and touching. they've sacrificed alot as the pioneer batch, so we've gotta work harder for next year.

i've ran out of curry AND brownies. not enough ingredients to cook anything so its gonna be instant noodles fortnight from tomorrow. yucks.

i'm gonna start studying NOT to get promoted, but to avoid getting retained, and there's a big difference in that.

mystery

Oh yea tommy emmanuel's gonna rock.

Rice and Curry

as the title already suggests, i am making rice and curry, which should last me for 3 dinners.

"ineffeciency"

okay, some pw stuff to do, open the wr file.
hmmm why's this section so unfamiliar.
what's this doing here. scroll scroll.
ctrl-c, ctrl-v, backspace, space, space, backspace.
oh wait better check the content page.
hmmm, seems to be correct.
now let's see i have to do.
no i don't really get what i'm supposed to do.
isn't everything here already.
ok i'll do some edits. grab some relevant book.
hmm contradictions between book and data.
highlight, backspace. taptaptap.
taptaptap.
oh wait. then these parts will be wrong too.
teachers won't look up research materials anyway.
ctrl-z, ctrl-z, ctrl-z.
ok i'll add more info.
taptaptaptap.
no that doesn't sound right.
highlight, backspace.
maybe add some better words here and there.
tools>thesaurus.
click, click.
no, doesn't fit in.
ctrl-z. ctrl-y? no, still ctrl-z.
oh a random flash of inspiration!
taptaptaptaptaptaptaptaptaptap flurry.
eh.
no that's only half correct.
backspace, backspace.
need to substantiate.
flip, flip.
book doesn't say anything.
maybe i'll just rephrase.
how do i rephrase this.
think, think.
aha. reverse the sentence.
highlight, backspace.
oops. ctrl-z.
highligt, backspace.
no doesn't look right.
ctrl-z.
the paragraph will be better without it.
oh nevermind i'll move on to another section.
rinse. repeat.

turned out like a freeverse poem.

they always say,

monday's got the blues.

but tuesdays are just as bad.

It's come to this

school starts tomorrow, promos not far ahead, so it's

STUDY OR DIEEEEEEE.

decisions, decisions.

gonna have to sleep over it.

bird songs

Blackbird singing in the dead of night
Take these broken wings and learn to fly
All your life
You were only waiting for this moment to arise.

Blackbird singing in the dead of night
Take these sunken eyes and learn to see
All your life
You were only waiting for this moment to be free.

Blackbird fly Blackbird fly
Into the light of the dark black night.

Blackbird fly Blackbird fly
Into the light of the dark black night.

Blackbird singing in the dead of night
Take these broken wings and learn to fly
All your life
You were only waiting for this moment to arise.



so i'm free again. or AM I?

oh sht

realised that i didn't watch any steve irwin shows this year. can still remember the good ol days of yesteryear, when watching him get bitten by snakes was more important then brushing up my A maths.

apparently some people who've probably never watched the shows or even know anything else about him besides his name and that he's got something to do crocodiles find this incident like all teh rage and put up these really witty remarks like "he KILLED crocs but stingray kills him LAWL!" or "now no more crocodiles will have to DIE!" i can only respect their bravery in proudly displaying their stupidity and ignorance.

only 2 more days. to what?

sept yay.

holidays are here, which means remedial lessons and studying.